Sunday, October 18, 2009

181/182

Wow... the weightloss slowed down a lot. I need to go to the gym more often. I can tell I'm still losing something because the clothes are getting smaller!

I'll post a picture later of a size small dress from Express! It's hard to believe even the skinny girls at the stores know what size I am and I have no idea. But gotta trust them, obviously they know.

I'd still like to get to 150, if I can break 180 EVER!! I'm hoping to go to the gym more often and tone up my arms, tummy and thighs. My boobs are still a D cup, but totally gone. I need boobs, I'll take donations!!

I still eat less than my kids but eat enough to feel full. I've been loading up on tea from Lets Do Tea, it's great! Plus I eat less when I drink tea. Trying to cut back on the snacking, bought a bag of pretzels the other day, that wasn't smart at all. I also need to drop the sugar free stuff, that's full of calories and does no good.

I just need a line of what I'm supposed to be eating right now. Today was full of steak and eggs, yummy! But I also had some pretzels, an a piece of sugar free chocolate. Still, probably under 500 calories. When do I start counting, ugh. Maybe I need to eat more? Less... who the hell knows!

School is over whelming and completely hard being post op! I gotta stop my Starbucks Latte's because thats a waste of 160 calories. Knowing this, I still get them! Bad habits come back fast, but at least this time I'm more than aware of it.

So hopefully in a month I'll be at least 175. It's slowing down, but at this point I'm hoping to be at least 170 by Christmas!!